Pickup that pamphlet a voice speaks to me. Think about when you were at ease with the thought of dying in 1991. Yes I remember. What did you feel then? I was at peace knowing in the afterlife I would be with my loved ones. Exactly and now? Lost and afraid. Why? Because I don’t believe You exist. So read the pamphlet you hold in your hands and tell Me what it says. Hope for the hopeless, not going it alone. What can I give you? To believe again, to know my purpose but most of all have peace again. I want to know you Lord. Here I am. I never left you and have been waiting on you to come back. Let me walk with You again and tell me more about my purpose.